Friday, February 15, 2013

January 23, 2013



This place smells the same.

It’s a very specific sort of mustiness.  It lingered in the cards and papers that the kids give us, reminding us of where we had been and the love we had experienced.  While the smell is undeniably musty, it also smells of the white flowers on the tree outside my window.  It smells of spices (there are more than enough to go around, trust me) and of the jungle.

It smells like home.

The food tastes the same, but now I am actually getting used to the spiciness.  The sun rises bright red and the moon rises bright orange every day here.  The ladies still sweep the courtyard every morning with straw brooms.  It sounds as though they are scraping a layer off the cobblestones, making it impossible to sleep in.  Oddly enough, I had forgotten about the bell . . . it sounds like somebody robbed a bank or something at 7 every morning.  It is right outside our room.  And they don’t just ring it once.  Whoever is ringing that bell hangs on the button for a while and then will tap on it in a random pattern, seemingly operating on the assumption that if they are more insistent and irritating with the bell the girls will be more willing to get up.

The last time I was here, I came with a team.  I had been aware that we had been getting special treatment, but I wasn’t aware of how much.  The power is usually on when we wake up . . .  and then goes off approximately 30 seconds after my roommate plugs her hair straightener in.  It will then usually come on again at around 11.  It will go out once around 9PM for about a minute, and then it will also go out for 30 seconds whenever I'm taking a bucket bath at night.  The regularity of this is quite comical.  Whenever the power goes out at night, it is out for just long enough for me to find my headlamp and turn it on.  I have gotten to the point where I don’t even reach for it when the power cuts out.  As for the water . . . that’s totally hit or miss, but usually misses right after I put shampoo in my hair.  The sound of water gurgling through the pipes sends me and my roommate scrambling to the spigots.  The one in the shower gets the black tube to refill the blue 50 gallon drum in the bathroom, the one by the toilet refills every bucket we have.  When both the power and the water are running at the same time, it’s a very good day.

I’m having a blast.  Really.  This is awesome. 

I got here without too much of a problem (unless you count the bag-packing adventure), except for a 2 hour delay in Dubai for fog.  (Yeah, thick fog in the middle of the desert.  It was weird enough to make the news in India, so I’m told)   When I got to my gate at DC, I found that Dan Riechard from ANM was taking a team to Bangladesh, and they were on my flight too.  They were even in my row.  The flight wasn’t full, so I had an empty seat next to me.  I certainly appreciated that for the nearly 13 hour flight.  I read all of Mockingjay and two-thirds of Perks of Being a Wallflower before my Kindle died, and then promptly went to knocking out the power on my computer playing Peggle in turbulence.  Sometimes that worked out.  Most of the time, it didn’t.  When I got tired of that, I looked out the window and followed the plane’s progress tracker on the seatback screen to see what city I was flying over.  I saw Madrid, Valencia, and Ibiza at night.  Turkey lit up the night like crazy.  We took a few turns over Saudi Arabia to avoid restricted airspace in countries nearby, but I’m fairly certain that I saw Baghdad and some cities in Syria from the air.  That was surreal.  I had been hearing about these cities in the news, and now I was looking at them.

I didn’t remember this until I was experiencing it a second time, but flying into Mumbai is kind of infuriating.  We would get to the point where I could see the city out the window, and then we would do a circle out over the ocean.  This happened at least 4 times.  This wouldn’t be so irritating if I hadn’t been waiting a stinking year and a half (plus 17 hours on a plane) to just get to this city.  I then remembered that it seemed like it took forever to get the plane down the first time I came, and that was at night in a monsoon.  As we taxied around to our gate, I saw the slum that Catherine Boo was talking about when she spent months living there to write Behind the Beautiful Forevers.   I breezed through customs (as I tried to nonchalantly scream prayers in my head as the guy examined my hard-won visa) and I actually got my bags really fast . . . the problem was hauling that huge 65-pound bag on and off the baggage trolley to make it through various stages of security/customs/whatever-the-heck-that-was leaving the airport.  Michael, being the smart person he is, had known that my plane was 2 hours late and had already seen the news clip on the fog in Dubai.  He had been waiting a half an hour by the time I got there . . . long enough to secure himself some much-coveted Pringles. 

When our driver got a call that the road we usually take to get to Badlapur was under construction, we went a different route  . . . and thus began my true re-entry into India.  It was 3 hours, through 3 towns, over roads so torn up that I wondered if they had ever been paved in their pathetic existence.  I ran out of words to describe how absurd it was, as did Michael.  We just started laughing that my smashed vertebrae would actually make me shorter, making me more Indian.  Oddly enough though, there was construction occurring: for the decorative marble arches over the dirt path traffic-jam road.  Welcome to India.   

When I got to Ashagram, I threw my bags in my room and met my roommates  Then I went to dinner with the girls, all the while checking over my shoulder for when Alok would put his hands over my eyes.  He didn’t disappoint.  I showed Santosh that yes, I did keep my promise and yes, I didn’t take that bracelet off.  He looked at the tattered bracelet and said, “You need a new one!”  I said hi to the rest of the boys too, but I was so tired that I was having trouble putting sentences together.  Inder walked me back to the girls unit, gave me a hug and said, “Welcome home.”

I stood out in the chilly Indian night for a moment, looking at the orange moon, thinking, “Finally, I actually made it!”

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